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Monday, August 27, 2012

Story Orgy Road Trip: A Reminder Of His Shame # 5


Happy Monday everybody. Today's the last part of the Road Trip story. I hope you enjoyed it!
And now, before you read it, here are some announcements:



Breathless Press opened their new website- it’s shiny and pretty and just in time for the celebration of their third year as a publisher. To celebrate the birthday and the new site, you can have some free short stories:
Lee Brazil's
Nothing To Forgive,
Havan Fellow's
Lucky Nights.


Saint's Curse, Lee Brazil's paranormal mm romance is now availabe at Both
AMAZON and ALL ROMANCE. Click over and check it out today!

And Em's Holding on is available now from TEB for VIP members...



And...The Road Trip Serial Anthology is starting, but my friends...Your Story Orgy writers are ALWAYS planning ahead! We're drafting something very special for the December holiday season- and we'd love to have your prompts. What we need from you is just a few words...a person (not a name), a place, and a thing...at least one holiday related...ie...

person- Accountant
place- bank lobby
thing- gingerbread man

That's it. Your prompt could be selected and inspire a story for Volume 2 of And The Prompt Is, The Holiday Edition.

Feel free to leave your suggestion here, or email it to storyorgy(at)ymail(dot)com





A Reminder Of His Shame
 
Part 5

copyright © 2012 Jade F. Baiser

 

CHAPTER FIVE







Trembling, Josh pulled out of Aidan and got rid of the condom. He crawled out of the bed and stood up on shaking legs to go to the bathroom where he took a long good look at his face in the mirror. He couldn’t believe what had just happened. Aidan. He fucked Aidan. Even in his wilder dreams, he never thought this could happen. What now? What was he supposed to say? Or do? As much as he didn’t want to go back in the bedroom to face the other man, he knew he had to. He took a deep breath, turned from the mirror and walked back in the other room.

Aidan hadn’t moved. He was still laying on the bed, legs spread, eyes closed, and a contented smile on his lips. Josh stopped at the foot of the bed and looked at him, wondering how he was going to be able to talk to him. He reached his wrist to lightly brush his hand on the tattoo, the reminder of his shame, drawing some strength from the touch.

“Aidan?” He croaked. Christ, he sounded weak.

Aidan opened his eyes and his smile widened.

“Hey, babe. That was fantastic,” he said, stretching and yawning.

“Yes, yes it was. But we need to talk.”

Aidan looked at him with sleepy eyes. “Of course. Sure. But do we have to do it now? Can’t it wait tomorrow? You’ve exhausted me,” he added with a seductive smile.

Josh was tempted to drop it and come back in the bed to cuddle his lover. Instead, he went to pick up his briefs and put them on.

“I’m afraid not,” he said.  

Aidan sighed and nodded. “Alright then,” he agreed. “What’s on your mind?”

“Er… Could you at least cover yourself?” Josh said looking away.

“Fine,” snapped Aidan, folding back the sheets over his naked body. “Better?”

“Yes, thank you,” answered Josh, sighing heavily. He didn’t know where to begin. What do you say to the man you learned to hate and love at the same time for so many years, and with whom you just had the most amazing sex?

“Aidan,” he began, “what just happened between us…” He raised both hands in defeat. “I don’t know why it happened. It makes no sense. No sense at all.”

Aidan blinked several times like he didn’t understand a word Josh was saying. And maybe he didn’t. Hell, Josh had a hard time understanding himself right now.

“Didn’t you enjoy it?” asked Aidan, puzzled.

“No! Yes! That’s not the point!”

“So what’s the point?”

Josh sighed and came to sit on the bed. “I don’t know. I just… I’m supposed to hate you, not fucking you.”

Aidan closed his eyes and Josh could see the hurt on his face.  

“I’m sorry, it didn’t come out right,” he said grimly. “I’ve been hating you for years… for what you did to me. And now… now I don’t know what to think anymore.”   

“No. No, you’re right,” Aidan offered. “I’m the one who should be apologizing. For what happened four years ago, and for what happened right now. You obviously aren’t ready to forgive me, and I pushed you too fast.” He reached out to take Josh’s hands in his and Josh let him. “Josh, I’m sorry. I was an asshole back then, I really was. But I changed. I know who I am now. I know what I want. And who I want. And who I want is you. And I should probably stop talking if the way you look at me is any indication…” he trailed.

Josh tried to keep his face emotionless as he looked at Aidan, but he obviously failed. Thousand thoughts were running in his head. But the most incredible one was the fact that Aidan actually wanted him. Did that mean that he wanted him for more than one night? And if he did, was he ready to have a relationship with Aidan when he wasn’t sure he could forgive him? Maybe he should think less and enjoy the moment? Nobody said that he had to be serious all the time. Maybe it was time for him to let it go, at least for now. When he finally realized what it meant, a slow smile appeared on his lips and his body relaxed.

“Well, you’re still an asshole,” he stated. “That’s why I feel so lucky,” he added, wiggling his eyebrows in a comic way.

 

~~~~~~

 

Aidan roared as he jumped on Josh and wrestled with him, laughing his heart out. “You little devil,” he panted while he smashed his lover on the bed, face on the mattress, and sat on his ass. As he maintained Josh by his wrists, he took a good look at them and frowned. Was it…? It looked like it.  

“Josh?” he asked. “What is that thing on your wrist?”

Josh’s body tensed under him and Aidan immediately regretted his question. He slowly let him go and sat on the bed, waiting stoically for whatever was coming.

Josh turned on his side, hiding his tattoo from Aidan.

“It’s a stupid thing I did the day before I came to invite you on that dreadful day,” he mumbled looking at the tiny bedroom’s window. “For my excuse, I was young and naïve. I just kept it as a reminder to my shame.”

A veil of sadness appeared in Aidan’s eyes. He slowly bowed his head and sighed.

“I’m so sorry, Josh,” he murmured. “If I could undo what I’ve done to you, I’d do it in a blink. I just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me someday.”

Josh looked thoughtfully at him. Aidan held his breath, dreading to see in his lover’s eyes something that would tell him there was no hope. After what just happened between them, he couldn’t imagine being happy if Josh never forgive him.

“Could you at least think about it?” He murmured.  He reached out and took Josh’s wrist in his hands and the other man let him reluctantly have it. He tenderly brushed a finger on the tattoo and wondered if Josh was ready to hear what he was about to say; but he couldn’t delay it anymore. He needed some hope right now. 

“Maybe you can now keep it as a reminder of my love for you?” He finally whispered.

 Josh gasped and looked at him, withdrawing his wrist from Aidan’s gently grip.

“You… You love me?” he asked, letting himself drop down beside his lover on the bed.

Aidan took a deep breath and spoke very slowly. “I didn’t figure it out until now, when I realized that you could just walk away from me. I guess that’s why I needed so badly to apologize to you. I mean, I could have written you a letter, you know? Or give you a call. But I had to see you. I thought I was driven by the culpability, and I was, but obviously, there was more than that,” he confessed, lowering his head.

Josh looked totally stunned and Aiden wondered if he should have said what was in his heart so bluntly. Maybe the other man wasn’t ready to hear it. Damn, that was the second time that he rushed things. Would he ever learn?  He opened his mouth to apologize—again—, when Josh cut him short.  

“I’ve loved you for many years,” Josh said. “Even if I would have denied it if you would have asked me just a few hours ago. And I’m happy to know that it’s not a one-sided love. But we need to go slow. This is all new to me; I’m used to hate you too and I need some time to get used to that idea. I want to be sure that my love for you is stronger than my resentment.” He looked in Aidan’s eyes. “How long were you planning to stay here?”

Aidan shrugged. “Nobody’s waiting for me, so I guess I can do pretty much what I want. You want me to stay here?” He asked, hope filling his eyes.

“I would love that,” Josh answered. “But as I said before, let’s take it slow. One step at a time. Do you have a place to stay?”

“Yeah. I rented a little cabin in the valley. I guess I was planning to stick around for some time from the beginning,” he grinned.

“Okay then. We will just follow the flow and see where it will bring us. Deal?” he asked, reaching out to take Aidan’s hand.

Aidan nodded and shook his lover’s hand to seal the deal. “Agreed.”  He reached out with his other hand and pulled Josh closer to him. “But I’d rather kiss you than shake your hand,” he murmured as his lips gently brushed Josh’s.

Josh smiled against his lips. “I like the way you’re thinking. And the night is young; maybe we could spend it doing something more interesting than talking…”




 The End





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Monday, August 20, 2012

Story Orgy Road Trip: A Reminder Of His Shame # 4


Hello everybody and welcome to another Monday! I hope you had a wonderful week-end and that you are now ready for this new week.

As usual, here are some news you could enjoy...

Holding On by Em Woods is up for pre-order at TBE. If I were you, I would run there!

Breathless Press opened their new website- it’s shiny and pretty and just in time for the celebration of their third year as a publisher. To celebrate the birthday and the new site, you can have some free short stories:
Lee Brazil's Nothing To Forgive,
Havan Fellow's Lucky Nights.


Saint's Curse, Lee Brazil's paranormal mm romance is now availabe at Both AMAZON and ALL ROMANCE. Click over and check it out today!


And… The Road Trip Serial Anthology is starting today…but my friends…Your Story Orgy writers are ALWAYS planning ahead! We’re drafting something very special for the December holiday season- and we’d love to have your prompts. What we need from you is just a few words…a person (not a name), a place, and a thing…at least one holiday related…ie…

person- Accountant
place- bank lobby
thing- gingerbread man


That’s it. Your prompt could be selected and inspire a story for Volume 2 of And The Prompt Is, The Holiday Edition. You can even leave your prompt here in the comments for us to choose from!

Phew, there were some good news, weren't they?

And now, let's read A Reminder Of His Shame, Part 4, shall we?

Oh, forgot to tell you.... No one edited that part, so please, be gentle....








A Reminder Of His Shame
Part 4

copyright © 2012 Jade F. Baiser


CHAPTER FOUR


He waited until the end of the game to approached Aidan. He didn't want to disturb him before the game. He was literally boiling with impatience. He waited so long for this day. He looked at Aidan who was running on the field, so powerful and strong.
The Gods were with him! The school football team was winning the game. Aidan would be more receptive. Josh couldn’t stop grinning, and he taped his pocket where he had put all his money. He had saved every penny for an opportunity like that.
 Finally, the referee whistled the end of the match and his school was the winner for his great delight. He watched Aidan coming towards him, joking and laughing with the other players. When he was finally within reach, he sent him his best smile.
“Hello Aidan, great match!”
Aidan looked at him, not seeming to recognize him. Josh smile faded a little, but he didn’t give up.
“I’m Josh. We’re in the same biology class. I’m sitting just in front of you?”
“Oh, yea. What’s up Josh?”
“Well, I was wondering if you would come to have dinner with me tonight. My treat. You can even choose the place.”
“Oh, right, I remember you now,” Aidan said with a sarcastic smile. “You’re the faggot. What are you doing, Josh? Inviting me to dinner, like I was your girlfriend? That’s hilarious.” He turned around to call the other players. “Hey guys! Guess what? The little faggot is inviting me to dinner! You think I should go? Oh! I could put on those pretty high heels I had for Christmas!”

~~~~~~

Josh came back to the present with a gasp. He was still hurting from that day. Nothing had change. He couldn’t get over it.
"I'm tired," he murmured. "I'm going to bed. You can stay here, or come with me, I don't give a damn.

~~~~~~

Josh was dreaming. A hand was caressing his back. He moaned in his sleep and shifted a little to accentuate the caress. The hand kept teasing him, going around his waist to rest on his belly where it stopped moving. A mouth came in place of the hand on his back, sprinkling light kisses everywhere, while the hand finally moved again, going down very slowly. Josh arched his back and his ass met a much erected cock. He woke up with a start at the contact.
“Shhhh,” a raspy voice whispered. “It’s only me, Aidan.”
There was a “click” and the bedside lamp was lit.
“Aidan? What on earth are you doing?”
He heard a little chuckle. “Well, if you don’t know what I’m doing, I must do something wrong,” Aidan said while his hand still wandered on his body.
Josh shivered under the expert fingers which were now a few inches from his cock.
“Don’t play with me, Aidan. You know exactly what I mean,” he panted.
Aidan leaned and whispered in his ear. “I’m not playing, Josh. I’m dead serious.”
“I don’t need a pity fuck,” Josh said, gritting his teeth, unable to stop moving against Aidan’s body.
“Oh, but it’s not a pity fuck. I’ve wanted you back then, and I still want you now. In fact, I think I want you more than before,” Aidan answered while he pushed him on his back and leaned down to take his mouth in a scorching kiss.
  Josh was too weak when Aidan was involved and he couldn’t resist, didn’t want to resist. His arms came to wrap around the other man and he indulged in the kiss, giving as much as he received.
The kiss was nothing gentle or hesitant; Aidan conquered his mouth, not with force but with persuasion. Josh was completely under his spell, yearning to open to him and give him everything he wanted. His tongue lured him into a world he guessed had always been there, but he was never able to reach. It felt like home.
Aidan broke the kiss and looked in Josh’s eyes.
“Is this ok?” he asked as he leaned over the other man’s body, breathing heavily.
Josh looked at him with doubt in his eyes. He didn’t know if he could trust the man who had treated him so badly. But he wanted it. God, did he want it! It would have been easier to think if Aidan’s body wasn’t pressed against his—and the fact that they both still wore only their briefs didn’t change anything at this point—and his hands weren’t drawing invisible pattern on his skin. And to add to his confusion, Aidan decided not to wait for his answer and began to sprinkle his torso with little kisses.  
“You know that it won’t solve anything, right?” He rasped.
“There is a time to talk, and a time to act, Josh. So, are we ok? At least for now?”
Giving up, Josh closed his eyes for a brief moment and merely nodded, letting Aiden take control of everything.
Aidan was too happy to oblige. He gave Josh a sultry smile and leaned over his lover’s body. Josh raised his arms above his head and grabbed the bars made of copper which adorned the headboard, giving Aidan an unlimited access to his body.
And Aidan feast began…
He made a first stop at Josh’s nipples, taking one in between his fingers and the other in his mouth. While one was pinched, kneaded, pulled, the other was licked, sucked and bitten. After a couple of minutes, he inverted his mouth and his hand, each taking the place of the other. When Josh’s nipples were both thoroughly erect and wet, Aidan resumed his languid descent, kissing his way down until he reached Josh’s navel. There, he made another stop, plunging and twirling his tongue in the small orifice. At this point, Josh was already breathing heavily, his body arching against his lover’s tongue. And Aidan didn’t even touch yet the part that needed the most.
Aidan looked up to watch Josh, a devilish glow in his eyes and a smirk on his lips. He drew back a little on his knees and lowered his head above Josh’s cock, a breath away from it, his eyes still looking in his lover’s. He inhaled deeply, enjoying the scent of his lover, and kept going down without touching the aching cock. Josh moaned in protest and lowered his arms in an attempt to pull Aidan’s head against him.
“Don’t! Aidan warned him. “Keep holding the bedpost, Josh. Let me do this my way. Please?”
Josh hesitated for a few seconds, and slowly put back his arms over his head with a little sigh. He could do that. Aidan seemed to know what he was doing after all. Josh was already near the edge under his administrations.
Aidan mouth came to rest on his thigh, where he kissed and licked some more, then further down, until he reached his feet. There, he sat on his heels and took one foot in his hand to put it on his thigh. Before he reached for the second foot, Josh scooted the one that was resting on Aidan’s thigh a scant inch to the left, bisecting his lover’s erection with the bottom of his foot. He curled his toes over the swollen head and rubbed.
“Who said you could do that?” Aidan groaned, as his body shivered under the gentle pressure.
“I did,” Josh said, adding a little pressure to his rubbing.
Aidan draw a bracing breath and set Josh’s foot back on his thigh, after pressing it even harder into his steely shaft. He grabbed the second foot and put it on his other thigh.
“Where was I?” he said with a grin. “Oh, yes. Now I remember.”
He reached for Josh’s briefs and slowly put them down, revealing his lover’s aching cock. Josh lifted his butt to help him, sighing loudly as cool air brushed the wet head. Aidan slid the briefs to his feet, and then removed them completely. He leaned and his hot breath was on Josh’s thigh, the only warning before he kissed it, licked his way up to his balls. He gave them an open-mouthed kiss, lavishing them, taking one after the other in his mouth. He wrapped one hand around Josh’s cock and stroked the length of him once, twice, grazing the head with his thumb.
Josh was almost mad with pleasure. His eyes were closed—hell, it was hard enough to feel Aidan’s mouth on him, but if he actually had to see it, he would die on the spot—his jaw was tense, and his body was trembling.
“As much as I would love you to come in my mouth,” whispered Aidan, his breath brushing his cock, “I want you to come inside me.” He looked at Josh with interrogative eyes.    
It took about ten seconds for Josh to understand what Aidan was saying. He was so lost in his pleasure; his head wasn’t functioning at all. He was about to agree—who would say no to a guy like Aidan?—when something suddenly crossed his mind. 
“Wait!” he said. “I don’t have anything with me. Do you?”
“Damn! No, I don’t. I didn’t think I would spend the night in the middle of nowhere.”

~~~~~~

Aidan took a deep breath and frowned. This couldn’t be happening. He wanted Josh to fuck him, and when Aidan wanted something, he usually got it. He stayed motionless for a couple of minutes as he tried to think about a solution to their problem. A wide smile appeared on his mouth and he looked at Josh.
“You told me this was a honeymoon suite, right?” He said, still grinning.
“Yes.”
“Then I guess we’ll be able to find anything we want in the small bathroom!” He laughed as he stood up and walked barefoot in that direction. He returned a few minutes ago, brandishing proudly a box of condom and a massage lotion.
“What do you think? This should do, right?” He said showing the lotion.
He crawled back on the bed, sitting on his heels between Josh’s opened legs. He put the lotion on the bed, at Josh’s side and opened the box of condom. He took one out and showed it to his lover, grinning from ear to ear. Josh was still in the same position, his hands gripping the bedpost and his cock aching.
Aidan grabbed the foil package and ripped it open. He took out the condom, placed it on the tip of Josh’s cock and bent over to use his mouth to unroll it down the first inch. He heard Josh moan and he paused, just to make the other man whimper. Since his hands were free, he used them to open the lotion, poured some in one hand and reached for his rear to prepare himself. He hummed as he inserted one finger in his ass, while his mouth kept unrolling the condom. Josh was squirming under him and the little noises he made had him smile. When the condom was securely in place, he already had added two more fingers and he was ready as can be.

~~~~~~

Josh couldn’t stand it anymore. Either Aidan hurried up, or he was going to lose it. Aidan was pouring some lotion on his sheathed cock, stroking him leisurely.
“Alright! Enough!” He cried. “We are both as ready as anyone can be. Let’s fuck!”
Aidan laughed at Josh’s eagerness, but you could see in his eyes that he was too more than ready to begin. He crawled back in order to allow Josh to straighten and to take his place. He lay down on his back and grabbed his legs, lifting them and putting his hands behind his knees, offering Josh a breathtaking sight.
Josh knelt between his lover’s thighs and grabbed his cock to bring it at Aidan’s entrance. Aidan's cock was leaking pre-cum and he wanted to have a taste of it. But now was not the time and he glanced at his lover's face before closing his eyes and beginning to slowly push. Christ! It felt so good! He anchored his hands on the outside of Aidan’s thighs and felt them tense.
“Relax,” he panted. “I’ll go slowly”.
Aidan nodded and began to relax his sphincter, allowing him to sink another inch, but still not completely.
“Damn! You’re tight.” He gritted his teeth. He pulled back, and then sank down into him again. Another inch slid home. He looked at Aidan to see if he was in pain, and when the other man smiled at him, he pushed himself the rest of the way home.

~~~~~~

 Aidan groaned and tightened around him, arching his back, wanting to have him as deep as possible.
“Perfect,” Josh groaned as he started to move in and out of him slowly as if he had all night, reaching that one spot guaranteed to drive him out of his mind with every push. He felt the pleasure building and multiplying with every lazy thrust, but it wasn’t enough.
“Harder. Faster,” Aidan urged in a shaking voice.
Josh obeyed him and started to thrust himself into his lover with a hard, pounding stroke, lifting his hips off the mattress.
“Come. For. Me. Now,” Josh demanded as he wrapped his fingers around Aidan’s cock and began to pump him between relentless strokes of his hips. Aidan was more than ready and he looked at his lover’s face, wanting to see him when they would both come. Josh had his eyes closed in concentration, his jaw clenched, and a frown on his face.
“Open your eyes,” Aidan panted, holding back to wait for his lover to look at him. Josh blinked and looked at him; their gazes connected them even more. Aidan howled as the fire burst inside him and he clenched around Josh, spilling his seed on his belly and on the other man’s hand. Then Josh tensed and shouted with a hoarse cry. His cock swelled, sending Aidan up another impossible peak. A few moments later, his thrusts slowed, and then stopped.



 To be continued








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